What Do You Hate Most While Growing Up As A Child.

[Joemiles]

Childhood Experiences are generally most memorable. However, some of these memories are rather not sweet ones.
Personally I hate to remember I used to be a beggar while Growing up. My dad would lie on his bed and send me to each of his friends and neighbors asking them to lend him money he never pays back. and still label them wicked people if they refused to give their money. Shop owners and food vendors . . . even the bean cake seller by the street are all my fathers creditors.
I could remember how he always complains I am not street smart and all of that. when I read things fall apart in while i was in Jss 3 I saw him in Unoka . . Okonkwo Adi's Father. He is a loving Father and wont Hesitate to give his life for yours. He is the Best Dad or so i want to believe.
Today . . Id rather starve than beg for anything. in fact my relationship with people get sour when they take pity in my condition and offer to help.
I despise Beggars. . . Id rather Give sadaqa at the masjid. I see them as lazy people or rather I thank God For giving me a rebellious mindset towards Begging. Because these people feel like it is their right to get help from people.
I don't like going out or been seen Around my Hood anymore. I don't want/have friends. I Just wake up go to work and back home. I sometimes feel I'm too Difficult on myself. I don't need an advice I mostly want to be ALONE I crave for it.
Typed this on Nairaland to Believe I'm still Normal